day 2, still in a rut.

It's the second day of my daily blogging. Honestly, I'm not feeling even remotely good. I can't sleep without nightmares and weird dreams...I can't be awake without feeling like crap. This is day 7 without a drink and it's feeling like years. I must be an addict. Or it could be I like the way booze makes me feel...one or the other.