feelings

It's been awhile since I last posted anything on this blog...but lately I have so many excess emotions built up, I need to let them go somewhere. I've done alot of dumb things in the past three months, and the things I've done have hurt the ones I love the most. I've cried more in the past two days than I have the rest of the past year. I hate causing pain, I hate getting the third degree. That's why I'm quiet about my struggles. I'll be writing in here more often I think, because I just need to vent sometimes.